I feel it clawing, bleak,
The end that begs inside of me.
Force fed, I'll strangle,
I choke on my anxiety.
Nothing is all I see.
Existence: thin.
Tear at my seams.
I shudder at what's underneath.
My body aches of no reprieve.
Deny myself,
Rejecting who I am inside.
I am the reason I live,
I am the reason I die.
Please kill the sick in me.
Just kill the sick in me...
I feel it eating at me,
I'm starving on the days that just pass.
I hope to god that when I die,
Everything just goes black.
Just shut off everything.
I don't want to feel anything.
By consciousness exhausting me,
I embrace this bare finality.
Deny my hell,
Rejecting purpose urged inside.
I am the reason I live,
But I'm the reason I die.
Nihil.
I feel life wearing into waste.
Destroy my temple,
Throw my body to the burning fire.
Dead is all we're meant to be.
Just kill the sick in me.
Nihil.
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